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T.O.D.A.Y.'S ENCOURAGEMENT for Feb. 02, 2007
T.O.D.A.Y.
Ministries
14745 Merrilltown #1611 Austin TX 78728
Good
Morning!
I
know that a lot of you or more interested in hearing my "personal
testimony" than you are in what I have to say about helping you avoid
going through what I went through. Well, I have to tell you that I,
personally, think the "prognosis" would help you more than the
"diagnosis"! However, I will go ahead and tell you about the
results of my not knowing how to "break the
cycle".
I
have already shared the fact the I "criticized" myself (which is
self-condemnation) . . . that led me to "feel sorry for myself"
(which is self-pity) . . . that led to the horrible pit of
"depression" . . . and that led me to "destructive
behavior"! So, I can sum this up by saying . . . I began to do
things that made me feel "guilty", so that started the cycle again.
Oh, I pray that someone is getting hold of what I am sharing! At
one point, I even became suicidal (that is an evil
"spirit" that comes upon people who are in the last stages of the
"cycle", and it is straight from the pits of hell)! Right
now, I am having to lean heavy on The Lord to help me continue to share
about this! Because of the fact that I was suicidal, my Mother had me
committed to a psychiatric ward of a hospital. Oh! I do not
even want to talk about all of my experiences there! I think it
will suffice to let you know that I know about "straight jackets"
and "shock treatments" and "medications that cause you to
hallucinate".
Please
let me say this ~~~~ I do not hold any resentment toward my Mother, she
was only trying to do the only thing that she knew to do to help
me. She did not know about taking me to JESUS in prayer, so that HE
could "deliver" me. However . . . He DID deliver me, and I
will be talking about that in my next encouragement! Thank you for
staying with me through this~~~~~
Have
a Blessed Weekend!
(Don't criticize yourself!)
In His Love, Luanne
www.todayministries.org
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